So I got to go to a wedding... it was interesting to say the least. the wedding day went off with out a hitch and it was pretty but the wedding drama didn't hit until the day after the wedding and the thought of change sank into the oldest sister.
I can see where she is coming from. I am not going to lie to watch a younger sister do something like getting married before you does hurt a little bit. As the oldest you have this pattern of getting everything first and the one thing that should happen first it doesn't. I have close a few times but still it hurt to know they can do something that I can't. It's not that i I dont want it, I want to but I am not in a hurry and that is something my boyfriend and I are ok with.
Yes, as wedding season comes, the invitations comes through and watching two people who want this go through the stress and bullshit, there is a part of me that does want to it. I was holding Chris's hand watching this ceremony and it was hard not to picture us up there, but then there was something that I knew I had that no one could take away. I had Chris here and now.
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