Dear Heart.

Dear Heart,

I am in this state of flux. You have always been the best guiding light but this time I question where you have lead me. I find myself in love. This is not the first time that you have foujd  this path for me but I must ask why now?

You have found man that is everything that I have needed with considering the list that I thought I wanted. He is a good man, honest, loyal, smart, and has a awesome sence of humor. He does not look like the movie stars ot athelets that I usually pine over. My attraction to him was something that I was not expected let alone wanted.

As much as I tried to fight you and lean toward someone that I thought I wanted you kept this lingering for him. I wanted nothing but him. When I am alone, I must find away to think of him, long for his lips and to follow his voice. It like you really want me to have this man.

Our adventures in love have been bitter sweet. I have fallen hard, lusted hard, tried hard and broken up hard and felt no hope at the end. All I wanted was someone that would stick arouind, make me a promise that they are going to keep, and let me cry when I need it. How was I to know that it would only make me stronger for the next one that would come along?

How did you find him and how did you know? What was it about that summer day that made him so appealing to you?

What ever it was, heart, I would like to thank you. He is everything that I needed and more than I ever wanted.