Random shits.

I am one of those people that can go along my day and not really care what people think but some people think that I am being smug or just a bitch. It's not that I am trying to be a bitch I am just not going to care as muhc as you like me to.

I just dont understand why people are so dead set on me getting married. Yes, I know that I am coming up to 30, yes, I know that I have kids, and yes I know that I can find a good man out there. Here is the thing, I have a great guy. Yes, he and I have our moments that we need to be apart. Do I think that we can last a long time, sure but define a long time. I think of it this way. If we can still put up with each other we are doing pretty good.

What's with people not finding me attractive until I have some one? All that does is make me think that I am not that great looking in to the first place, but also for those who wait till I have a boyfriend, grow some fucking balls and say it when I was single. If I dont want you I will let you know. When I hear that "if you were single" line, I just want to punch someone, because that is just a big pile of shit. You didnt have the balls then and what makes me think that you have them now.

I will flip on the tv and find some wedding show. I honestly think people are only getting married for the party and a reason to spend a lot of money. I know there are some people that are getting married for the real thing but still, it's to much. If you were to ask me about what I wanted for wedding the first thing I would is take a shot of the strongest stuff and ask who I was marrying. I don't know about other people but I like to know a life sentence too, and there better be a pretty damn good reason. I dont feel like I have to make a public statement to let people that I am in love with my boyfriend. I can make out with him and possibly have sex and it would do the same thing.... the same thing.