Today, when I got out of shower I actually tried to look pretty. I blow dry the hair, put the make up on, and straightened the hair. I look pretty damn good after that. I knew that it would have been rewarded with or with out me trying but I still wanted to do it. When I do this ritual, I feel awkward as I am walking into the store and people stare. I dont get this kind of attention when I am in a hoody, and a pony tail.
Yes, my boyfriend tells me that I am beauttiful all the time, and he is pretty hot himself but it still make me wonder. I have these moments in time that I got for weeks with out getting all pretty and really don't care but does it make people think that I have let myself go.
I will admit ever since I had my kids my body has not been the size four it used to be and I am starting to notice that I can not eat everything in sight because it will go straight to my ass but I am not huge. I would admit that I am what I call as "average beauty". I am not a super model and I don't have a line of followers trying to starve themselve to be my size but I clean up well.
I don't see why anyone would want to be that super skinny. It's not healthy. If I see a woman that looked like Kiera Knightly I would strap her down to a chair and force feed her beans and rice. Plus I don't think the sex would be that great. I would feel sorry guy. Every time I think about it, I imagine and hot dog in a box of tooth picks.... it won't end well. That's a lot of splinter... and not enough tweezers.
Plus skinny girls have no boobs and if they do, you know they aren't real. Being top heavy is not fun, and what would make a skinny girl want to do that to her self. It would Dominos, human race edition.
I just don't get it. You can be a size 12 or 22 and be pretty.
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