emotional bullshit!

I am not one to really go off about how I fell because I find people truly just dont care but I am going to take this moment to go off about some shit that I am not liking and I am going to use my blog to release some PMS!

I am tired of crying all the time, being tired, over thinkning shit, and being told stop crying! I can not control the emotions that I am feeling right now. When I start crying just let me do it, it has been building up for a month and it is going to be more to your benefit if you dont stop me. I do not want to be fixed and if you try you will meet my wrath. Don't comment about how I look during this week, I know that I am not drop dead hot but I look good and I have a fucking boyfriend to prove it. Don't try to tell me what to do, I am not your kid, I am not your girlfriend, and I am not your fucking slave.

My emotions are shot! I am over thinking everything that you can think of. I have been crying the last two night in silence because my head hurts and I have been thinkning that I am the worse girlfriend ever because my boyfriend wanted to have his apartment to himself. It made me feel like I was being a needy bitch, when all he wanted was some space. I dont like feeling like a needy bitch, so I need to stop but there were other reason behind that emotional break down. I will turn the shower on and just cry because I feel that I am not doing anything right and it's all because of my fucking period!

I dont mean to go on and on about this but there are some things that are just pissing me off and I dont know why. things that I wouldnt care about are driving me nuts, like right now, I am on the verge of tears and I really dont know why.... I need a drink. FUCK THIS EMOTIONAL BULL SHIT!