The way he kisses me.

For the new year someone asked what I thought was the best part of my 2010, as I stated in my facebook it would be the quiet and unexptected way I fell in love with my boyfriend.

When I met him I was in a really interesting situation.... something that I dont do often. I was dating one guy and trying to get over another and it wasn't going as smoothly as I would like. The guy I was "dating", if you would call it that was a nice guy but he saw me more as a project than a girlfriend, and the chances that he would want more was not looking to be in my favor. The guy I was getting over was, what I thought was "the one", and when you find that one person and they go away, it's hard to break yourself from them.

I walk into this coffee shop to havea a game night with some new friends that I have met through work. One of them will quickly be discharged as my friend. I was not looking cute and not in any way looking for a boyfriend. I see her talking to this tall red headed guy, and I dont pay attention to him at first because he isn't my type but I introduce myself to be nice. He had this voice. It was very different. Our friend that introduced us detected a attraction and I was quickly sat with someone i know in high school and radom guy and his girlfriend, a phone sex operator.... I went home wondering why I was attracted to this.... well... nerd.

I knew the next time I went to game night he was going to be there. I tried, like tired to be pretty and all that, plus I thought that I was in the clear for some awesome flirting because our friend said that she hooked up with a guy and he was really cool. Little did I know that her one night stand that was awesome was the same red head that I was strangly attracted to. Fuck my life! I didnt really care and kept on my mission to flirt. I got his attetntion, got to play the same game, and sat next to him. It was amzing and I was getting my game on, I was surprised because this guy had some game too. Just as we were playing he lefts my elbox places a napkin underneath it and then gently places my elbow back. Smooth. Smooth.

The first time he kissed me it was something to brag abourt. It was like one of those awesome kisses that you see in the movies. It was perfect. He held me close, move my hair out of my face, his hands on my face as it happened and i melted.

He has been kissing my like that for the last seven months and it has been awesome. Granted that kiss was a little more than a year ago, and yes you did the math right we have only been official for a little more than seven months now. You don't need to guess what was being done through the gap in time. I am not ashamed of what I did, because it was damn good.

Chris kisses me in away that is amazing. Everything that I think is a prefect he does. He also does the little things, dances with me in the middle of the store, kissed me in the snow, he kisses me when I am having a bad day, but the bext is when I know he wants something, mostly me. He places me against the wall and it is done. I can escape it and I never want to. The way he kissed me the first time he said that he loved me was something that I will never for get. He tolod me that he loved me, held me while I cried through the shock, and then kisses me ever so softly.

Yeah.... I am a lucky girl.... I will miss those lips and everything attatched to them.