I dont things anymore

Have you ever had one of those days that you just wanted to go into a hole and cry for no reason?

 

I am having one of those days and there is nothing that I can do about it. Yes, it is that time of the month, and yes for those who know me I don't exactly share what goes on in my mind until I am to this point. I am just tired of all of it. I wish that I could tell people things about how I feel, but there is something that is always holding me back and I don't really know why.

 

I have many friend but I only have a very few close friend that know everything about me. I don't let people get to close me, and this is something that I hold very dear. If every one knew who I was, than I would be something of a media or attention whore.

 

There are some days that I just want to sit in my bed, cover my head with my blankets and cry for hours.

 

I have a very few chick flicks that I like but when I do its because of a certain reason.

• The notebook is a movie about two people that knew from the get go that they were meant to be together.
• Breakfast at Tiffany's is a movie about loving a difficult person that doesn't know what they want and they do it with such grace.
• Family Stone is about a family that is so tight and close to each other, when people are brought to be introduced its like the Crucible but in the dead of winter with cell phones.
• Father of the bride one and two.... I don't care who you are , that is a movie that you will love no matter what.
• Much ado about nothing.... need I say more.

Right now I am in a mood to be in a bed bath tube with some John Meyer in the back ground a good book. No one around to bother me, phone is turned off, computers and gone, no work just me and relaxation.