A good man.

Commitment:

a : an agreement or pledge to do something in the future; especially : an engagement to assume a financial obligation at a future date b : something pledged c : the state or an instance of being obligated or emotionally impelled.

 

Commitment and I have not been the best of friends but this is something that has changed for me. I think Commitment is going to be nice and not take all my lunch money, or it is something that is going to come after me as I am walking across the street. Yes, Commitment has been that never ending bully that just wont leave me alone and never ends well for me, but for some odd reason something have changed.

 

I am coming close to that six month mark with, one of the best men that I know and the man that I love very very much. We do not speak about running away and getting married, we do not even plan for what we want to do in the next year, all we do enjoy each other's company and we have been doing that for the last six months and it has been working out for me.

 

Our history is like a real life romantic comedy that even comes with live musical numbers at the karaoke bar. Recently there was a moment that I actually caught him watching me while I was sleeping. I would have to say that it was a very cute moment.

 

I would have to say that I am not really freaking out about staying with the same man for such a period of time, I am more proud of myself than anything. I can tell you that when I first saw my boyfriend, I didn't really know what I staring at but then after a while I knew what it was.

 

My boyfriend is something that this world is lacking. He is a good man. I would never ever want to change anything about him. He does things that make me smile when everything seems hopeless and makes me understand thing when I have that blank look on my face. There is nothing like a good man, with a great personality, an understanding heart, and with one kiss can make every worry that you have go away. Loving him came so naturally, it literally scared me and made me cry when I knew it. I wasn't looking for love when I started being with him and I think it took him by surprised just as much as it did me.

 

I would like to send his parents and Christmas card thanking them for raising such a great son.