I hate over thinking. It makes everything look like a fucked up situation when really it isn't. The fact that I am thinking about everything going wrong in every corner of my world makes me become unglued. I hate this feeling. You are mad for no reason, everything that everyone says doesn't help at all and you want to throw a book at the next person that opened their mouth.
You must be asking yourself what has put your wonderful friend in such a mood. Let me tell you it's that old foe: Insecurity.... just plain old insecurity. Insecurity is like waiting for your spring time allergies to come around every year, you just want them to be done and over it. I am waiting for this wave of insecurity to go away.
It going to cause problems in a number of ways.
- I am not going to want to talk anyone tomorrow or deal with anything.
- I am thinking that I am not worth any of the good things that have come my way.... Dude, stop glaring at me.
- I also will probably be crying in corner or in my bed alone.
Did I mention how much I hate insecurity?
Its a leader of cult that want to you to give in to the ways of his world and drink the red kool aid and your friends have to deal with the Jamestown after math....... That was morbid.
I am being insecure about the random stuff and the normal stuff.
- Why cant I lose more weight and when did my ass get so huge?
- Why do I sound so annoying today?
Its just me being dumb.
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